Fuck it.
I've been told I was a failure.
I've tried, God knows I have, to be what I am supposed to be- a loving and faithful wife, a supportive friend, a good mother.
Now it seems I've screwed the pooch and somehow fallen short of everyone's expectations of me.
So now what?
What about MY expectations?
What about the husband that fucking cheated on me three times then asked me for a divorce when our son was only 8 weeks old?
What about the friends that are only friends when they need your support...and are conveniently unavailable when my world is falling apart?
What about how I expect my daughter and sons to behave?
Do I get a simple 'Thank You Mom?'
NO....HELL NO!
I get shit....a whole butt ton of it. I get shit for berating the bastard who fathered my sons because he won't pay his fucking child support.I get shit for apparently putting my 2 cents in when someone is pissy and I get the brunt of the pissiness.I get shit because my daughter has no father. I get shit from all sides...and I'm sick and damned tired of it.
So here's to all that have talked shit about me, given me hell for things I have every right to address, and been fair weather friends.
And that's my final fucking answer.....